MARIIIOOO

back in south carolina now. after six months of being away here i am back again. at least i have my own room now. i dont know what it is but i dont feel right, im so uneasy, and i cant help the feeling. im unpacking now. all the crap that i have. there is so much crap. i guess im trying to just make this room feel like its mine. i hope that helps the uneasiness that i feel. the restlessness and anxiety i feel.  i wish i could just have someone just set my room up. if it were only that easy. still got a couple errands to run. im using the barracks wifi right now but its runs too slow. and it wont let me download with utorrent. so im gonna go see how much internet is again. plus it only lets oyu use it from one device which is a bummer. i wasted so much money yesterday. over 250 dollars. 100 for a new battery. 100 to renew my car registration. and a little over 50 garbage can cleaning supplies and king size fitted sheets that didnt fit these two twin size beds put together. i dont get how it doesnt fit maybe im just retarded but it just doesnt fit.so right now im just sleeping straight up on the bed which makes me feel pretty dirty, but when im laying down i feel to exhuasted to realy care. plus still got my fluffy pillows and my blanket. man this is lame. i dnt know what it is my heart is beating so fast. hmm im done ranting.