April 2010
standards
i hold military service members to a high standard. i hold marines to even a higher standard.
Hunger
Never order food when you are starving.
respect
it means alot to me. sometimes everything. give respect where its due. don’t disrespect me, its not worth the trouble.
today
i got a call from my sgt with some great news.
power was out throughout base. threw off the rest of my day cuz my mac died and insanity was not possible.
i wish smoking wasnt so bad and such a big setback to my physical fitness. i know thats a terrible thing to say but i wish it wasnt.
only a couple more weeks. lets do this.
sup
dont know whats up with the side bar over there —>
i wish i could take it off but im not code savvy enough to get it done. if yourea reading this and know a way. message me via all the other social networks.
anyways. its the third week on insanity. im pretty proud of myself. ive been sticking to a strict diet. minimizing any fat foods and staying away from any fast food. which sucks...
I’ve realized There’s a lot of people I don’t like and a lot of people I don’t respect. I am very peculiar with who I choose to hang out with and who I want to deal with. I’d rather by completely by myself then be surrounded by people I barely like. If I talk to you and we communicate on a frequent basis I like you and you are one of the few.
Volunteering to fallon...
insanity
wooo! insanity! this work out is killing me. for reals. only after the first week. i feel stronger and better but there is still a lot of work ahead of me.
today i got super starved because i ran out of my own food and i got mcdonalds! bad idea. no more fast food from here on out. at least not every day. maybe once a week. or twice a week. for every bite took out of that quarter pounder and every...
Pokemon!
Gotta chatch em all
sunday
this morning i woke up and i was dreaming about drinking all these beers. like stupid amount with someone while we were doing something.. bowling maybe? i cant recall. then someone was there trying to get my attention waving their hands crazy like desperate to get my attention. i knew that they were there but either didnt care to acknowledge them because i was drunk or afraid. then i woke up.
i...
Mixed
Mixed feelings. I don’t know how long I’m gonna be mixed up for.
o ya, when i die make sure i am in my dress blues. then throw me in the ocean.
phoenix
Everything, is everything The more I talk about it, the less I do control. Everything, means everything Can’t understand a word, half of the stuff I’m sayin.
2 months
i come home in two. i have to really push hard these next two months. it matters alot. staying focused because i get to come home :]
Sleep
I’m becoming sleep deprived. I gotta start going to bed earlier.
app
blackberry now has a tumblr app. pretty dope.
i started pokemon today :D im such a nerd.
stayin on track with my workout. bought some food out in town so i can avoid eating out. saving money and eating healthy ftw.
other then that. not much. i need to submit leave. buy a ticket. stop spending money online and just stay focused.
some people never get a chance.
day one.
insanity. plus weight training.
cpl
i need to not be a lcpl anymore. its getting really annoying.
in case.
if i die and my body is still in tact. and my face isnt mangled. i want to have an open casket then be cremated and thrown into the ocean.
june
i cant wait to get away from this place.
discovery channel.
life. we are more savage then we realize.
conversation killer
it kills me when you ask a question to someone else and they respond but dont care to ask the question back.
for example:
A: hey B how was your sunday?
B: it was fine.
A: thats cool. what did you do?
B: nothing.
A: oh. ok.
*… long pause. this is where B usually asks the question back because A is not just gonna go “O my sunday was blah blah blah”
at this point. ill...
on weekends like this i really miss home.
at the end of the day its on me. after its all thats said and done. its on me.
