dreams
it was my birthday and it was ridiculous. on account that ive never really had a good birthday. not worth mentioning anyways.
at the end of it an old friend of mine really needed to talk to me. she was spilling her guts. telling me all the things i expected her to say. and she started asking me about things in my life. i responded truthfully. and she was disgusted. the talk turned into an argument and i woke up.
funny thing is i know shes been wanting to talk to me. and i know its important because with her you just know these things. i just hope it goes smoother than in it went in my sleep.
btw. one of my friends band just got signed. im happy for him. but i cant help but feel jealous. funny how other peoples success can sometimes make you feel like youve failed.
